korang nak comment aper comment uh eh. aku dah tak kuasa lagi.
2003-09-26 at 11:49 p.m.
[ music: alexisonfire - 44.caliber love letter ]And so the day ends.
15th month.Cool yet scary..my longest & most serious rship ever.I guess one day if it do ends i shall look back and not regret a single bit bcoz I've learned a mighty lot from this experience.I've been thru shits and emotional obstacles in this rship and in a way it has made me matured..opened up my then hazy eyes about this thing we all claim to be love... Right now i juss wanna concentrate on being happy..i've since abandoned my emotional baggage.Whether or not i'll take it back i dont know..well i hope not.
Had a great day with him today.I cant deny i'm happy.Dangerously happy.Oh well whatever.Emotional baggage drops off here.I'm not gonna burden myself with sadness or insecurities,neither am i gonna be all emotionally pathetic.I'm a strong girl and i shall deal with anything tt comes my way..but like i said,right now he makes me happy and i know we're happy.This time i know for sure..
I have nothing to lose.