wipe away my tears & let's dance among the stars..
2003-10-14 at 4:14 p.m.
[ music: Starsailor - Silence is Easy ]wee.my boyfriend did came over..accompanied pathetic me until he left for work..he looks so cute in de sunlight..with his sparkling brown eyes..pink cheeks..and he placed my picture in his wallet..said i looked pretty with long hair..why oh why..when i had long hair he said i'd look better with short hair...whatever..
i'm scared of the future..but i'm trying to accept de fact tt we're young and we nid time and space with our friends..trying to tell myself tt i'll be okay without him..if he does leave me that is...i wish i cud take all my insecurities,put in a bag and throw it to sea so some unlucky soul in a deserted island wud take my place of bearing it..i love him..but things are changing..we're growing up...things are gonna bcome more complicated..and i'm still gasping for breath.
i just wish to be happy..