i love my yan and nobody eLse..
2003-11-01 at 12:31 p.m.
i never thought khirmi would turn out to be such a hypocritic jerk..when he poured out his "feelings" for me,i pushed him away bcoz i dont love him..not even a little bit..so then i thot things wud be okay if we stayed just as friends..yea i was fine with tt...but i really cant stand it when somebody lies to me!He lied.Nana lied.Behind my back he was even contacting Izyani and when i asked he kept denying..Its not like i'm jealous or i mind him contacting her,i mean he can go do whatever hell he wants but why must he hide it??!I may not be the expert in friendship but i know sincere friends dont lie and hide stuff frm each other..and then i start to wonder where those sweet words he showered me with went to?He seems so hypocritical..one minute he's in "love" with me,and the next he's telling Izyani how upset he was coz he din get to noe her at da bday party..bullshit!I remember damn well when i got to noe him,he said he didnt even perasan Izyani..but den i kinda knew he was lying coz at da party Nana asked her if she had a bf..
He kept calling me yesterday,thinkin tt i was actually jealous of da fact tt he went to Johor with Izyani..i wasnt jealous.just disappointed knowing tt he and Nana simply LIED to me..I got pissed and then Yan asked me to divert my hp to his..and so Khirmi experienced the wrath of Sufian..my baby has a foul mouth when he's angry..surprisingly khirmi was apologetic..well prolly coz he is guilty of disturbing me..
Then i diverted back to my hp and Nana called but i didnt answer..I dont wish to fight with a friend just bcoz of a jantan!
Lesson learned: Never be taken in by guys' sweet words.