EMO is so dated :/
2003-11-17 at 7:12 p.m.
chilled wit my darLing boyfriend before he went to work today...i dont quite understand my paranoid self...the more loving or sweet he becomes,the more scared i get..the insecurities start caving in like a bad dream...leaving me feeling so afraid of loving him...i guess the reason why i feel tt way is coz of da great fear i haf of being hurt again...once is enough..never wud i give in again if it ever happened...my heart can only take in so many lies....i'm so jaded.....AH THIS IS SO BORING!i love my boyfriend..its a risk i'll take and hey i'm a strong girl..i shall deal with whatever tt comes my way..and i noe i'll haf my darLing fwens behind me.....so screw you.