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2005-09-22 at 9:51 a.m.
Its been repeatedly said that you reap what you sow & by merely flipping thru the damn insurance book instead of really sitting down to study, costed me the chance of clearing. I noe I cud get thru if I studied n it was like dejavu again when everyone else was smiling & I had to hesitantly breathe out the dreaded F word when asked abt how I faired. Honestly I cudnt b bothered. Just a lil disappointed that’s all.. Gez its coz failure kinda reminds me of the fact that I’m an ITE graduate. I have never found it degrading to b in ITE bcoz I noe the only reason I was denied entry frm a polytechnic was coz my maths result was horrible. Apart frm maths, I did quite well for the rest of my subjects so I don’t really think i’m a “gone-case” fucker. Its just that it sucks when out of all the rest ur the only one who’s from ITE & suddenly its like ur automatically classified as the lower educated. To me ITE was a 2nd chance that opened up to me since my parents weren’t too keen too on me joining an art school which I actually considered…I despise people who stereotype ITE students. Reminds me of this entry that I made 2 years ago..here I really don’t find it necessary to convince that I’m not dumb just coz I’m from ITE so I shall stop here.Anyways, I am growing fatter and fatter since I’ve started working. In fact, I think I definitely am at my fattest bcoz the other day I couldn’t fit into any of my bottoms! It was either too tight to even zip up or flabs splurge out like nobody’s business. Argh!! I know I have to start exercising and eat less, yet I keep procrastinating like the lazy fucker that I am. B L E R G H.
Work’s been okay. Justtt okay. And the hotline is irritatingly busy today, thanks to the cards sent out. Til’ the next entry.